| ever get the feeling you've been cheated? |
[Sep. 7th, 2006|10:44 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  bored | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Crass | ] |
how does one become as iconic, prolific, beautiful, cult hero, inspirational, amazing, as one JAN PAUL BEHAM(aka Darby Crash)
how does one become such as this? i want people to listen, i want YOU to listen. |
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| just around the corner |
[Dec. 30th, 2005|02:03 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | depressed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | 13th Floor Elevators | ] |
gimme a sign God.
anything. i just want out of here. |
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| "when God gives you AIDS make lemonAIDS" |
[Dec. 14th, 2005|05:24 am] |
mmm.
its 5:09 am. i need to sleep but simply cant...
i saw Cookie today and Breck. It was nice us all being togather for about an hour. I've been toying w/ the idea of starting a band w/ them but like everytime I've tried to creat a band or join one (4 times total) it fails do to everyone elses lack of effort or talent.
my plans this holiday season to raise enough cash to afford a car has failed...miserably. i lost $650.00 due to court fees in my "shopping" incident. learning a life lesson.
this year has definetly been a roller coaster. and the warmness has turned icy as fall edged its face bearing bitter fruit. car wrecks, arrests, jobless, bandless. what an empty and crappy four months it's been. ive realised i still have to grow up. haha. ive always been a late bloomer. holding on to my childhood for dear life. ive always been a dreamer. my sis came in the other day and said "ur 19, u live at home, and you STILL play video games." well, hopefully come 2006 ill be 20, still playing video games, and OUT of mummy and puppah's house.
now for all the kiddies who want incite on good music i reccommend the following. you wont be disapointed.
The Exploding Hearts - Guitar Romantic
The Screamers - Demos 77-78
The Germs - GI
Roxy Music - s/t
and read this book : "We Got The Neutron Bomb" by Marc Spitz, Brendan Mullen |
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| Is everyone this shitty in other parts of America? |
[Nov. 19th, 2005|08:10 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  anxious | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The Only Ones | ] |
People in Kentucky really lower my faith in society's intillegence. I really wish people wouldn't be so bitter, dumb, judge mental, close minded, bad dressed, poseur-esque, ugly, fat, lazy, boring, complain so FUCKING MUCH, conserve fossil fuels, vote for good presidents, not hate on me for being a health junky, not listen to so much radio crap, and just get along. You know people have really made me a bitter person. I just wanna love but now I don't care so much. Nowadays instead of turning my cheek I'll go fucking knock the person out. |
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| When the curious boy realizes |
[Nov. 18th, 2005|07:21 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | nervous | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The Desperacidos | ] |
Mmm. The week so far has been incredibly spontaneous and wonderful. Monday I went and saw Bright Eyes w/ a group of cool friends. I didn't even plan on going because tickets were $33 bucks and i was flat broke. when pulling up to Sam Young's house to let sis out Sam asked if I was going. I shook my head and to my complete astonishment she said I could go anyway.
So I was able to see Conor O'berst live and in person a few hours later. I had lost faith in Bright Eyes labeling them as "sell-outs" ever since Digital Ash and Digital Urn & I'm Wide Awake, It's Morning were released. And Conor gave my beliefs a 1-2 KO giving a stellar performance and treating the crowd with the same respect as I would. heh heh.
I ended up meeting a few friends from Somerset Kyle and his friend Tyler along w/ lovely Tasha and Issiah. And for the fuck of it I ended up riding home w/ Kyle 3 hours back to Somerset! Ha ha. And I had killer fun.
I played drums Tuesday for this church band's practice which was killer because I LOVE to play the drums. And I saw this babe named Sable who could play the guitar. Afterwards we went to this girl named Lydia's house. And I benched 3 sets of 45 lbs. 50 times. It was killer because out of the 3 kids participating I did the best. And two looked pretty athletic. This gym work has paid off! haha.
Thursday I got to see Harry Potter 4 with my ol' pals Tina and Tasha along w/ Isiah and some kids I had really just met that day. The movie was completly AMAZING! I had to pee the first 30 minutes but forced myself to sit through it all. It was THAT good! Then we went to this boy named Aaron's house and stayed up talking and looking at photos while Ren & Stimpy Season 1 DVD played.
And now it is 7:36 pm and here I am. Matt Terry's party is tommoro and Murder By Deatb play TOMMORO. So I am at cross roads as to what to do. I've seen MBD a total of 4 times and partied w/ Matt Terry a total of zero times. But it's MURDER BY DEATH!!! What's a guy to do??? |
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| quiz thing. |
[Nov. 6th, 2005|06:05 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | bored | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The Stooges- s/t | ] |
yeah, it's a retarded quiz.
You Are a Glam Rocker!
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You put the "show" in rock show with your larger than life self.
No doubt, you are all about making good music...
But what really gets you going is having an over the top show.
Glitter, costumes, and wild hair are your thing - with some rock thrown in!
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| mmm. oh cruel fate. |
[Nov. 5th, 2005|12:56 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  tired | ] |
my comp's speakers alas have stopped working.
and my comp's CD burner fucks up now.
mmm...
my comp crashed w/ me losing 20,000 songs.
poopy. |
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| you aint no punk you punk |
[Oct. 17th, 2005|01:51 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | tired | ] |
| [ | music |
| | sounds of the tv coming from afar | ] |
mmm....
punk rock is cool but i hate the goddamn word.
mmm...
show friday @ the clay cafe in bardstown. open mic and we're covering 3 songs. ya gotta start somewhere. mmm... 2 man band. me and kenny culver. it should be fun. im nervous as all hell. i need a drink.
jogging is good. i look to work out my triceps cause tricep arm fat sucks.
jesus was black, ronald reagan is the devil, and the government is lying about 9/11. thank you. |
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| goddamit |
[Sep. 23rd, 2005|03:08 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | uncomfortable | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Agent Orange | ] |
mmm. ive been really down alot lately. but on the plus side ive been going to the gym more. just wish everyone in my family would shock me once by showing some form of intillegence. <3 |
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| nigga, you d00dy |
[Sep. 11th, 2005|04:50 pm] |
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pierced my ear last night. last night sucked. the end. except for before i saw my parents in the ville. that was fun. peace. |
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| if u dunn wanna feck me then bebe feck off |
[Sep. 6th, 2005|10:34 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  ( = ]______] ) | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Wayne County - Fuck Off (circa 1976) | ] |
if u aint got time to take a walk with me on my meat rack then u can get the hell outta my bread line. yeah!
god bless wayne county. |
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| today's topic: people |
[Sep. 3rd, 2005|05:19 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | =[ | ] |
| [ | music |
| | sound of a lawn mower mixed with a fan's white noise | ] |
okay, why is it that everything i love always gets/or has gotten shit from other people(including family and friends) yeah i know i sound kinda whiny but this really makes me think "am i a total lose/outcast who'll never belong?" even the "alternative" kids don't have things in common with me. i got doody for liking black flag in highschool, got told the new york dolls were "okay" by my friend bryan who later called me a scene kid(who he dislike but has NEVER met one) and said "but we still love you", everyone in my family thought i was gay for 6 months when i started wearing chick pants, and my mom gets soooo pissed that all the shirts I hav are from bands she's never heard. ugh, i know i shouldnt think down about myself but ive been feeling kinda vulnerable lately. so much shit has happend to me in the last 3 months. |
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| im just a kid. |
[Sep. 2nd, 2005|03:21 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | =/ | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The Pogues - Dirty Old Town(live) | ] |
not to quote simple plan. but im just a big fucking kid. hmph. i still watch just cartoons, play video games, and live in my teenage fantasy. hey im still a teen haha. |
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| hind sight 20/20 |
[Sep. 1st, 2005|04:40 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  crazy | ] |
remember those kids you looked up to in highschool. the kids you thought were so cool. well, wonder what ever happend to those kids? haha. looking back all the kids that I saw as role-models turned out to be fucking losers. i mean seriously. im not gonnna name any names but you know who you are. i mean what the hell. mmmm.
and the kids i hung out w/ shit they're just as bad. half of them didnt even gradguate highschool! how the hell did i make it? now all they do is sit on their fat asses and do drugs and get drunk and try to throw these shitty parties. and they're so full of themselves they can't stand anyone to be better than them or they're too arrogant to admit that they're wrong. so to all my old friends who just suck at life and being a person "feck off".
the end. |
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| Boring |
[Aug. 26th, 2005|03:57 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | bored | ] |
| [ | music |
| | These Arms Are Snakes - This Is Meant To Hurt You | ] |
Life has slowed down to a slow crawl like a snail pulling itself across a concrete path leaving behind an ooze thats scent reminds me of boredom. or something. |
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| what is emo? |
[Aug. 21st, 2005|11:49 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | http://emosong.ytmnd.com/ | ] |
nobody seems to really know what emo is. hell i dont even know nowadays. i thought husker du and rites of spring would be considered emo. but shiit hawthorne heights is considered "emo" but it just sounds lame. and then this whole non-conforming shiit. i dont know. im just getting a little pist cuzz these idiots interpretation of emo i think is just wrong. it's like calling blink 182 punk. and they're aint nothing wrong w/ chick pants. wearing that shit takes balls. ... . .. . . . .... |
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| the c major scale can suck it |
[Aug. 21st, 2005|02:32 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | zzz... ... ... | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Paint By Numbers | ] |
tried out for a band today. well kinda. and im in. so it's all good.
wemt to sr fest. shut down cause rain and it only rained for like 30 minutes.
saw a good band w/ really cool guys called paint by numbers. i had an asthma attack and the lead singer had happend to hav an inhaler. how fucking lucky was i?
came home listening to some pillows and blood brothers.
now here i am.
didnt get to party w/ kpt.
makes me sad.
okee.
night love.
<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3 |
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| GG Allin is my lord and savior. |
[Aug. 19th, 2005|12:05 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | going to the gym does that | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Watching GG Allin's Hateed | ] |
I wish GG Allin would hav nvr died. I'd let him punch me and thank him later.
Thought of the day: How could would it be to knock out a redneck straight edger? |
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| untitled |
[Aug. 17th, 2005|06:27 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | headache | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Weezer - Blue Album | ] |
if i could press a button that would destroy the earth i would.
please don't tell me how to think because sooner or later ill come to find that youre full of shit. |
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